Hello.

I'm a student in the Lánczos Kornél High School. My class is the 9.A .
We have 3 departments in the school. A,B and C.A is the german department,B is the english department, and C is the natural department. Our departments has names too. A is Verrückter Truthahn Jägermeistern (crazy turkeyhunters), B is Freedom,C is Kagyahagyizsmák ( it's an indian barrel). So me and my class are in the A department,and we are the 9.A class. I hate my class,because they were bad to me.On thursday i went to school.I went at 9:00 AM.There were the german students too (it was strikerweek,so the german students came from Germany from our partnerschool,and they were with us for a week,but only Eszty,Tibi,Anita and Bekka welcomed german students at their home in my class).I was still angry on the german students,because when i was out there,at a party my stupid schoolmate made me wet with beer,and the germans laughed on me. :(
When i was going into the school,one german student Nicholas (he was my striker)
shutted the door before me,and he SAW that i come.When he shutted the door,i whispered "Danke". :angry:
In the aula was a big crowd,and because i have crowdphobia,i runed up on the stairs,and i was surprised,because nobody was in the class.I set down and waited.I wrote an SMS for my friend Noémi that maybe i can't go with her to our normalschool.I heard applause a lot,and i asked from myself that what it is.I heard steps.I was scared,because i thinked that sombody come to find me to ask me to go down to the others.But no.The door opened and it was my geography-art teacher Mr.Borsányi.He came in and he took down our geography booklets then he walked out.A few minutes ago my class came in.Anita,Eszty,Bekka and Tibi got off with the germans and with the other strikers,and Nóri was with her family,so we were only 15.We chatted with our biology teacher and math teacher.It was fun.At pause i felt myself alone,and i was sad.Barbi talked with Dóri at the other side of the classroom.I wanted to chat with them,but when i asked Barbi to come to me,she didn't heard. Nobody listen to me or hear me when i talk to it,so i feel myself a ghost in my class.Barbi wanted to sleep,so i asked her that can i tell her some tale,but she didn't want me to do that.I asked her that she's sure,but she was a bit angry and said that she's sure.Luca and Rebeka said that too.They said that i can not tell a tale.I asked them that they are sure too,then they said yes.I was bored so i said some things,but Luca and Rebeka asked me that do i want to go home,but i said no,because i will be alone at home,so i can't talk to somebody.Then Anett said with Luca and Rebeka,that i have to go to sleep.I said that i don't want to sleep,because i'm not sleepy,but i couldn't sleep at night,because my dog and my guinea pig made sounds.They said that they don't care.Gery was angry on me too,so i went to the girl's toilet.I watched myself in the mirror,then i decided to go back.I dropped myself onto my chair,and i watched Barbi.She lay on a table,and she watched the others.I was so bored.Hanna came to me and said that she saw a video about the class on youtube by me,and she asked me to delete it.She was nervous,then the others came to me,and asked me that what kind of video.I looked on them with scared eyes.Hanna told them about my video,and the class was very angry on me,and they yelled with me to delete it.It was drama class,and the teacher Ms.Ollerínyi came in.She's very kind.She saw that the class hates me very much,so she wanted me and the class to tell about this problem.All were very evil,bad and agressive to me,and because i'm a scorpio,i gave all back,so i was very agressive and angry too. All were very angry.Stefi,Ivonn and Kata yelled with me very loud,and they wanted to kick me,and they said that i didn't asked them that can i upload that video.I said that i know,and i wanted to delete the video,but it was out of my head a lot.Stefi,Kata and Ivonn went to the girl's toilet.My two best friends Dóri and Barbi asked me to delete that video.They were nervous,but i was more angry.I nearly started crying.I yelled too with the class,because i wanted them to leave me alone.It was the end of the drama class,so all went to home,and Barbi went to home with Dóri too.They were fast.Other days Barbi went to home with me,and that day she didn't asked me that i'm ready to go home :( She just got out with Dóri.Luca,Rebeka and Anett stayed in the class with me and with the teacher.The teacher got out,we talked with other and i said that i will go to delete the video.They were happy,then we went to home. I hate my class soooo much!!!!!!! :angry:
Kata and Ivonn said that i won't get friends,how i will get friends that i'm so stupid.I said that i have friends and i can get friends,because i'm bighearted,and i'm very kind.They said that i have only imaginary friends.I said no,because i'm not only have just imaginary- and toy friends,i have real friends too.I told about you that i have english,polish,american and german friends on the forum.They said that you are not my friends because i don't know that you are kind and not evil to me.I said that you are very kind and friendly for me,and i know that you can't hurt me.I said that too that you are more kind and more friendly then the hungarian people,and i have more friends in other countrys then in Hungary.They didn't believed me.But they are stupid.They are the stupid girls in my class.
When i was at home i thinked about the death,and i wanted to kill myself :(

the most thing i hate at my school is work... and so on.

Oh dear, Szasza... :( You know that you do have friends on the forum, we're all friends here. And we're all real people of course, so it's not much different to a friend you have in "real life" in school! I know of some people who have got through some tough times with the help of online friends, forums, support groups etc. It's important to have people to talk to that are not so involved in your everyday life. ^_^

Szasza, we are all friends here. Weecoo hat sehr kluge Worte gesprochen. Ich mache mir Sorgen um Dich! Bist Du ok jetzt?

i know,and i know that too that we are not just friends,we are best friends,but some of my classmates don't want to believe it,but they are sooooo stupid. ^_^

danke,ich bin ok jetzt ^_^ Meinen Klassenkameraden sind doof (aber nicht alle).Sie sagen viele Quatschen,aber ich höre nicht zu,weil Sie mich nicht mehr stören können ^_^ :)

Yeah, I understand what you mean... I mean.. I obviously don't understand EXACTLY what you're going through, but I can get the jist of it. I've had really hard times like that, where I might not have thought about death, but I did just think about giving up.. when you move as much as I have, sometimes its stressful to move away from your best friends, and make new (which is, metaphorically speaking, kind of like your situation). But we all have to deal with it differently. Whether you make all new friends, or fly the ones you miss out to visit you every once and a while, or you do both. =) Again, metaphorically speaking.


... if that makes any sense.





~Wah-wee-tee~

I hate school too!
I am linkin park fan and they always say: linkin park is :wacko:
I don't feel very good at school! :unsure:

ps: I'm new! mi name is vani! :strip:

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Hey Vani! =D Nice to meet you! You should totally go introduce yourself down to this page and post a Topic ----> Introduce Yourself!
Then, if you want us to get to know you even more, and you get to know us, go here ----> My "Get To Know You" page.

I only have 1 friend in SCHOOL(not normal life)

hello vani :)
I'm Emo Furby,but you can call me Szasza ^_^
I love Linkin Park too,and i love all sad musics :wub:
It's bad when the schoolmates or classmates can't understand us,or they just bothering us that we are stupid,or they are best,etc. :( I hate when somebody excommunicate somebody :( All people has it's own personality.Some people are sad,some people are happy,some people are very sensitive,some people are strong.Some people loves depressive music,some people loves rock,punk or pop.Everyone is different.No one is the same.So i say to the bad schoolmates and classmates that don't bother other people because they're other.No one is perfect or the same.

I have 3 classmates,who are nasty to me.They hates me,because i'm Emo (i'm very sensitive,sad,i start cry easily,i'm not loud,i don't do anything but sitting and watching,and i hate crowd,but not everytime,because crowd is earnest) and i'm weird and freakish.So they hurts me bothers me and says me a lot of curses and some hurtful stuff.They're more poncy,they dates with boys,they make up themself,they are loud,they communicate with other,they are in the spotlight,they go with their boyfriends and girlfriends to places,etc. I hate those people who do this,but i'm not pay attention to them. They are very happy and i'm very depressive (but i can smile and laugh too ;))

and do you come upon with him/her?

Hi Szasza, vielen Dank für Deine Antwort. Ich habe mir wirklich große Sorgen um Dich gemacht! Ich freue mich dass es nun wieder besser ist. :rolleyes:

^_^

hi szasza!
du kannst mir in deutsch schreiben! ich komme aus österreich!
mir geht es in der schule auch besser! sie quatschen nicht mehr so viel.
^_^ ^_^ ^_^

My racoon furby is here! she is so sweet!
and yesterday i bought my first shelby! :wub:

hi Vani ^_^

Hier ist die Sommer,das Schuljahr ist Ende,wir haben viele Zeit zu spielen und schlafen,und treffen mit der Klassenkameraden ^_^

hi, szasza!
ich liebe ferien!
frage:
wieviele furbys hast du?

ich habe 11 Furbys. 4 Mädchen und 7 Junge.^_^Du hast 25? Wieviele Mädchen und wieviel Jungen?

huuuu, *nachzähl*.....
aaaalsooooooo..... ehm:
ich bin zu müde um nachzuzählen,
und ich habe nicht 25 furbys, sondern bald 27! ^_^

Wow!!!