so. Saturday Night I had my friend Jeff over, and we both like eachother and we both knew basically how the night was going to turn out, so. He came over and well I guess you could figure out the rest. I never had sex with him, we just did a lot of other things, and now I find out he's had a girlfriend since July. And he was the first guy I'd ven done any of that with and it hurts like hell. and honesty I just don't even know how to deal with how I feel about this.

Hey there! I know how you feel. Trust me, it's easy to let go of it if you set your mind to it. I don't exactly know how to phrase this..but maybe..you'll think of it as experience and move on to something better. I know it may hurt, but staying on something like that isn't good lol! Um..you did something good at least, by coming on here and typing your little story to us. We love to help out even if we respond late (sorry about that). You said you don't know how to deal with this, well, you've taken that first step by talking. Always helps :D good job! The next thing you need to do is come up with something to keep your mind occupied for a while off that subject, go for a walk, talk to someone, have a sleep over etc. Keep busy, that's the best way to deal with stress of a situation. Anyway, if you ever need to talk don't hesitate to post! Thanks!