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ok. So last night i went to a concert.

It was
The Jonas Brothers
Fabulous
Ne-Yo
Enrique Englasis
and some other people.

Well i waited in line for 9 hours then waited another lik 4 hours before the concert started.

I hadent eaten anything all day and I was feeling like crap.

During the first act I got really really really shaky...I was breathing really heavy and crying.. I was front row so people helped me out and I went and sat by a guy at the security gate cause my knees kept buckling.

Well security came and got me then took me to sit down and they gave me cold bottles of water. I was shaking so bad the water was hardly going in my mouth.

They insisted I wait for the medics to come check me out and at first I was saying no no im fine but then the medics still came. So i sat on the back of the medic cart while they took all my vitals and my bloodsugar. Then my sister wasent there so i had to go sit in the back of an ambulance for like 20 minutes waiting for her to come.

I dont know why but for some reason I feel bad.

I feel like I shouldnt have gone to any one and that I was just being pathetic and waisting there time.

Like i kind of feel guilty.

idk

What do you guys think?

I think I see why your feelin bad...

To put so much effort into something to have it turn out bad.
It might feel natural to feel like this, but with all you have ahead of you there will more oportunities to make the best memories in your life.

My 16th Birthday was total crap, many people were invited... but no one came. it was a depressing day but all ya gotta do is find something to cheer you up...

I hope everything turns out ok for ya!

~John