I was very sick about a month ago and got sent to the hospital where they told me i had mono. I was there for 2 days because my throat was so swollen i couldnt even swallow a pea. They told me i had a enlarge spleen and liver so i had to be careful.
It scared me and it still does 'cuz if i hadnt gotten sick i would have died. But every since then i have change. Im soo careful of everything around me. I act mean to ppl when i was the sweetest girl ever. I just dont know wat to do about it.

Aww sounds so rough. Well, what I think this is about is the fact you had that rough experience and it's over with now. That doesn't change how your body reacts to certain things, because it's still in the process of getting better. You being sick has affected your mind, and so sometimes this is how you're going to react, with anger and sometimes hate etc. Though you can help this. You did take the first step by talking on here about it. That takes guts and I'm proud of you! Talking about it soothes the mind, and gets the stress of the situation off a little bit. Now to keep the stress off the mind (which is really what you're experiencing now), you could maybe do something by yourself everyday. Try turning off the lights in your bedroom, and listening to music for a while, keeping your eyes closed and deep breathing. This helps release chemicals in the brain that calms down your body. This will also help your mood into the sweet girl that you were. Keep in mind that doing something by yourself gives your body time to relax and get back into the stage of everyday life, and healing from your sickness. Sometimes we tend to push ourselves too hard and end up causing distress to our bodies which isn't good at all. So, get into the habit of doing this everyday and hopefully it'll work out for you.

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