I hadnt cut in almost 7 months and the other day the stress got to me and it was to much. Only one which is better than more than that like normally.
I didnt mean to do it and i really didnt want to it really hurt me. My boyfriend and i got into a fight because he told me he would call and he didnt 2 days he said that and it really hurt me. so we got into it and he hung up on me. Then lately ive been struggling during class because i fell behind when i got mono and ive gotten in trouble so im not allowed to go anywhere.
I feel like everything has been drained out of me every since i got out of the hospital. Im so worried that im gonna get hurt again.
im afraid of the future.
and i cant forget the past
i just dont know wat to do anymore.