I dont know...

Like

I know its true but I dont wanna admit it.

i wanna loose weight....

fast.

I wanna be 95 pounds again.

Ive eaten a hand full of Cheezits today and thats it.

I actully started looking into diet pills. Like sneaking out to buy them with my money and hiding them from my mom.

Its like an obsession for me..
Dose that sound to weird?

Ari. Not again. Ari you know that is not a normal weight for teenagers! Sure it MAY look good on the outside but still its doing harmful things to your body on the inside. Remember about my old friend. Remember what happen to her. I dont want that to happen to you to. And thats all you ate? Ari you know you need to eat. And remember if someone calls you fat...your friends and Hannah Tayy and I are there for you. And your family no matter what. If you don't eat alot you might end up in the hospital like most people are going. They are doind the same thing you are doing and ending up in the hospital. 2 of the girls in our school last trimester had to go to the hospital because they did the same thing you did. WITH the diet pills. Ari please talk to someone a counsler anybody. Please

But I dont know who to talk to.

I cant tell my mom or any one else in my family for that matter
pretty much no one knows.

Ive just been keeping it on the DL no ones really noticing anything diffrent.

:wacko:

Talk to a counsler. Or someone. They could help. They could help you deal with eating and stiill look great. Cause Ari nobody should do this. Talk to a counsler and they could also help you talk to your parents. I mean you told people on here about it. Thats the first step just telling people. And you dont know most of the people on here. Just talk to a counsler and don't be scared. They are suppose to be there to help.

*sigh*

I have a work out for tomarrow.

1 hour of Aerobics

Burn 600 calories on DDR

1 hour on tred mill

300 calorie intake limit?

Or do you think thats to much?