I NEED TO STOP LIKING PEOPLE.
IT ONLY LEADS TO SHIT.

I've liked him for awhile. Beginning of the year-ish. Well, I didn't really know him then. Let's just say, the more I got to know him, the more I started to like him.

And now I can't stand it.

I want him so bad. You don't even know. But it will never, ever happen. He is way more exciting than me. He could get anyone, but he doesn't seem to want anyone. And he's damaged. I don't know why, but I seem to be drawn to emotionally damaged people. I just want to give him a hug and tell him it will be alright, and I went through the same thing. But he won't hug me. I don't know why, but he just wont. And having gone through the same thing, I know if I tell him that I understand, he wont believe me. He'll think I never will - that no one ever will. But all I can do is sit back and watch, because he has this barrier. He just wont let me in. It's like I'm RIGHT there, but he wont let me any further. Not even as close as he is with his other friends, and I DON'T KNOW WHY. AAAGH. I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do, but I'm about to explode.

it's normal... go for it. ask him out. if he says no... at least you tried. maybe he won't hug you cuz he likes you... or maybe his wall is too high... then you shouldn't go for it. insted get his trust first then go for it. still you don't want to regret anything in the future. good luck