I never thought I would be the type of girl to get all depressed just because a guy dumped me.
But he did and I am.
I'm not even sure i really realized how much he meant to me until now that he's gone.
He was the first person to ever treat me well and to really care about me.
And he was the first guy not to hurt me.
But now he's gone.
And I've been cutting like crazy.
Its stupid because I always thought I was a lesbian anyways, except for him.

//just ranting..sorry

Dont be sorry. we"re all human we DO have emotions .....and i know what you mean. we"ll be wacthing these chicks crying and sh!t and flipping out cause their boyfriends dumped them. and then you find that one guy that actually treats you right and he actaully cares...and then he dumps you and you end up crying/cutting/and or being depressed and its wth? neva thought this would happen. Just hang in there im here for ya if you need to talk to someone

Yeah.
I always thought getting dumped was a really pathetic reason for people to get to depressed and cut and shit.
And I've been dumped before without being like this.
But he was special.
And I dont even think i realized that until now.
Thanks.

Hey hun how you holdin out?

Why not try to talk to him? most guys are jerks anyways!!! Lol, anyways, just stay strong hun, and don't give up hope, try to put your mind on something else other then cutting, like sports, or dance or something, or when you feel like cutting go for a walk., or listen to music or something.

Stay strong hunn!

A4E

Meh I'm okay. I'm over it. Thanks for asking.