How come everything I say or do seems to just blow up in my face?
>.<
I cant say 1 thing or do 1 thing with it causing some sort of drama and i guess its just Pissing me off
Is there something wrong with me or am I just really that much of a bitch?
:angry:
I mean its driving me Insane I CANT DO ANYTHING WRITE
Then i try to apolgize to make it right but wind up by making worse then I loose friends I loose lots of friends
Its just so frustrating I cant ever tell when im doing something wrong untill its to late! Then I get people pissed at me and I get pissed!
And know i got 1 person mad at me so i have like 20 people mad at me
Half of me wants to go Jump infront of a speeding bus then the other half of me wants to curl up with a blanket and a bottle of vodka or go party with frineds. Then a little slice of me is telling me to get over it
I hate this its just soo Annoying <_<
I mean I didnt even mean to do what I did but now its turning into some big thing and its jsut grr :angry:
Ok I dont know if this was the right board i just wanted to rant and get things off my chest
*sigh*
~*~Midnight~*~
If your friends are like that to you then you need to rethink your friendships. I know how ya feel. the only thing ya can do is try not to care wate it out and meet new people. good luck.
~Chrissy